It kinda makes me sick to see all these people .. perfectly happy .. perfectly happy with how they are in life..
So it brings me to wonder.. Are they REALLY happy or really good liars? I must say I am brutally honest and almost cross the line of " to far" alot.. SO maybe I'm able to just see my faults and recognize them better than others . ... and its a overwhelming conception to know exactly whats wrong with you. But in no manner are able to fix it.

What type of eggs do you prefer?

So you all probably know the movie Runaway Bride and if you dont I'm sorry you wont understand this reference.
Well the reporter asks do you even know what kind of eggs do you prefer... and a slew of questions follow but the whole reason behind this is to help her find out why she is "almost " marrying three different men.
So I can see a horrible, but true resembelance  with this character.
So Ive decided to basically do a pro and con list of myself.. and any input is welcome...
Soooo
Type of eggs- Over medium.. ABSOLUTELY no white can be runny or else I get grossed out but the yolk has to be intact
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K.. I'm done with that .. Its bullpoop.. I know what I like and I know what I don't like .. And i'm pretty sure I've been like that since birth.. I can blame that attribute on my Aunt LaRee whom I've been named after and oddly taken after in alot of ways

Ok.. So here goes a " New Beginning"

If I had a dollar every time someone said " You just need to find yourself" I'd almost be a millionaire .. I am currently sitting on my computer , on the day that I've just finalized my divorce, My 3rd Divorce might I add .. at 25 years of age.. .....

And as I talk to all my elders, boyfriend and "wiser" family I hear the same thing over and over and over again... "You need to find yourself" 

.... Well shit ... I thought I knew who I was.. I am a strong woman that doesn't take crap from anyone, that takes a huge importance in family and loved ones. And I love my career even though it doesn't pay as much as I need . I don't sweat the small stuff and to me that is money, possessions , and materialistic things. But I do care about my family, my loved ones and their personal well being . Of course my children are first but, that love runs all the way to my extended family, girlfriends, and best guy friends. And as long as My children are loved , we have a roof over our head and have food then we are happy. 

I've never owned a expensive purse... and I don't care to 

                                 I'm sure I could find a puts willing to ... But that's not me.

Sooooo time to " Find myself" 

I will try to post EVERY day.... for everyone to see.. and have their input. Starting today . Shmee :)